argh!
english oral was terrible.
hopefully i could get a merit or so.
I totally screwed up my oral and i thought i side track too much
But i sincerely pray that the examiner will be as lenient as my chinese oral examiner. I highly doubt so. What natural area? Stupid topic.
i was hoping they'd give something easier.
In the end i managed to rattle through by telling them that i would really love to go amazon rainforest (which i dont) and even brought in my geography knowledge of saying how human activities had affected the Kalimantan rainforeset.
I pray i'll pass. I pray i'll get merit.
On the other hand...
I freaking got a Distinction for chinese oral even though i was hyperventilating inside and i remember vividly that the examiner even had to calm me down by saying " BU YAO JING ZHANG! SHENG YI KOU QI" because i stopped and blanked out in the middle of the conversion and actually went "AH!" * stares* followed by " ZHEN ME BAN!!!" and almost cried.
And i made an awesome first impression by falling off the chair. The chair was spoilt!
Besides, they just kept laughing and laughing just because i read a few words wrongly.
Results day.
I remember everyone was anxious.
we were afraid too - of our results.
I was actually thinking " im going to retake it anyway"
1. screw up oral
2. read the question wrongly and wrote the entire letter wrongly
3. did not manage to complete the last 2 questions of my main paper.
4. Did not know how to read 5 words out of every 10 words.
AMAZINGLY.
I MANAGED TO SCORE AN A1!
I WAS ECSTATIC!
I would say that was something i wouldnt expect.
The best i thought i would get was only a B3.
alright. 1 paper clear.
8 more to go. ARGH!
I love chemistry
I hate physics
I love a math
I hate emath
I love mep
I hate combined humans.
I love lit
I'm scared for english.
I really hope to get my 10 points.
GO GO TIFFANY!
It has been a long time
too caught up with tests and everything
i'm like trying to catch my breath everyday
argh
anyway, I went for RJC and VJC audition
and yep, i'm not ashame to say that RJC turned me down
as for the VJC one, i have a bad feeling abt it
but its okay, because i believe if its God's will, nothing i can do to change it.
I'm sure He has a plan for me
So many things happened
And i suppose my "public relations" are really really bad
Idk, i just get this feeling that many ppl dislike me, even though half the time those people had never spoken to me for more than two sentences.
And i really dont care
I dont need them to like me to continue living my life.
Yea thats all... my super dead blog.
do tag if you read..haha
I guess i must have missed my church friends too much :D
and i sort of had a super weird dream last night.
i dreamt of the p4 church camp.
the coach and everything
ahmygad, i cant believe i actually rmb every single details of the camp.
subconscious memory har...
yea. so i rmbed i shared room with joanne
played catching with the kids...joanne, lydia, etc.
breakfast.
EVERYTHING.
meals with the youth. yili and ya, the older youths.
and while sleeping. somewhere in my head...i heard myself saying "wake up tiffany, u're late for school" so i woke up, it was not even 6.
so i went to pee and got back to bed again
then i had another dream again.
i dreamt that mr cher ( mep teacher) was the boss of carls junior.
and coincidentally, zikai was working part time there...
so i went to eat at carls junior cos zikai said he could give me a discount.
AND WOAH. the burger was like the size of a table!!!
okay, then i woke up.
and whats surprising is that..
i actually RMB every single thing i dreamt..
scary isnt it.
okay! 5 mins gone.
i got to mug.
bye BLOG!
Offerer
Offering
Offer
God had been faithful.
I havent.
I've been caught up with too many things. superficial things.
its time to get back to the right track.
i've wasted too much time.
Okay. i have 2X24 hours to get ALL these done.
physics spa file
read up haydn notes
study for my upcoming tests
perfect my mozart for oboe
perfect my 3rd piece for piano
attempt to do some of my S.S hmwk and leave the rest to james.
my upcoming schedule
monday- chem spa (o levels) , descriptive writing essay
tues - physics test
thus- math, geog test
fri - social studies graded due
and i cant rmb which day my chem test is on.
I'M SO UBER DEAD.
Alright. this week has been great. If not for the fact that chinese lesson sucks so much & my eyelid muscles doesnt seem to be quite fit for such strenous work out. and it kept dropping :(
And jethro doesnt seem to be in a happy mood :(
its okay jet, u just need a dose of tiffany :)
Fiona's fat arm....we sorta pia two movie that day :)
Oh. it was james birthday on thus. Look at the balloon :) My wonderful taste and idea!
and this photo was taken because HE FORCED me to take a picture of him taking a picture of himself. wth. his phone was jam-packed with his own pictures after so many spastic posts.
Went prata-ing with fiona. Ahmygad! look at him :)
we sat there for 1 hour plus and he remained like this for 1 hour plus.
P.R.O
Happy plate :)
SMILE!
I WANT TO WATCH L CHANGE THE WORLD.
I DONT CARE OKAY.
SOMEONE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE WATCH WITH ME!
Okay, thats about it !! :)
My mum is outrageously unreasonable okay!
she freaking went to sms my friends and ask them stupid questions like how old are they etc.
that sucks
okay. enough about that..
i shall thank those who actually hear me vent..
1) mr bay
2)fiona phoon
3) natalie chung
4) jonliang
Oh. and annice and fiona for being my...all-time-friends
as in...i know they'll be there for me if i need their help or something :)
xie xie ;D
Because i feel like i've been a reserve to many.
I havent been to church for like 2 weeks, and no one actually called to ask how i'm doing.
or why i didnt go.
i guess its alright because that just shows that i'm not really a friend to anyone in my church.
in class, its the same thing.
when i miss school on friday, no one called to ask why i didnt go. i guess it just shows how insignificant i am.
but i guess i can always count on ppl like cheryl, fiona, annice, jonliang, jethro they all to hear my vents.. because no matter how many times i flare up on them or whatsoever...they would magnanimously forgive me & still talk to me..
so..thank you all :)
1 more year to leave whatever TO.
yes, meanwhile i shall persevere.
hate hate hate that retarded place.
hate hate hate those ppl
hate hate hate that kinda freaking aura
you get scolded for not playing
you get scolded for playing
you dont get to sit wherever you like
young/old, they are so damnit competitive
ppl there are outrageously hypocrites
w.h.a.t.e.v.e.r
i'm definitely leaving that place
